🦋Pre-Order NOW: http://bit.ly/MD1JLzon . "Friday
is my only Eric-free day, which should make me happy, but it doesn't.
I'm fucking miserable, and I miss him like crazy. I’m exhausted by the
constant war raging inside me. Daily, I can feel myself shutting down
more and more, it’s almost like the world is becoming duller around me.
Colors no longer seem as bright, tastes no longer assault my mouth in
pleasant ways. I feel like an imposter mimicking the feelings I know I
should feel. When I smile, I hold my breath, hoping no one will notice
that it doesn’t reach my eyes. When I laugh, I look at the people around
me, hoping no one can hear the fake undertones running through the
sound. This unrequited love isn’t just eating me up, it isn’t merely
tearing me apart, it’s slowly killing my most basic emotions."