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I'm
not even sure why I think it's a grand idea, but I force myself to
reach out for the beer and pick it up. Once I have it in my hand, I
force myself to bring it to my nose to really get up and close with the
smell. My forehead begins to sweat, my stomach turns, and I can taste
the bile in the back of my throat as I swallow. But I'm not giving
myself any leeway.
I will not allow this to break me.
I
bring the bottle to my lips and take a deep swig. When I don't throw
up, I take it as a win. Despite gagging, my body’s way of telling me to
stop, I need to see this through! I go to sniff the bottle again and gag
again. It's still not enough for me, and I don't know what I expect to
happen or why this is so important right at this moment. I just know
that it is.
I
hurl the bottle against the patio floor. The sound of it splintering,
while satisfying, does nothing to ease the pain running rampant inside
me.
I
don't realize I'm crying until I can't see a thing but the tears on my
eyelashes. I curse how fucking weak and broken I am when I don't want to
be. I just want to go back to who I was before. But that's not how it
works, is it? We don't get to be something just because we wish it. . . ๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต
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